Back Ground

    Growing up I was raised in church. My family had a really strong foundation, Of course, as I got older things changed. Around last Summer 16, my best friend Destiny, and I had went through a lot of things as far as relationship goes. Especially after we just graduated life hit us pretty hard. We started off by with acceptance. Acceptance in where we were in life as 19 year olds, and where we were going to go. Then we began a stage of confidence by doing a makeup fast. Make up is so idolized these days, I had to show God I loved him more than that. So for a week my bestie, and I were makeup free. This was actually really good, because all of our flaws showed, literally. Either a person chose to accept, or deny me for who I was. At that moment I realized this, I was instantly free. Free from not caring what people thought because everyone would have some form of opinion that I couldn't change even if I waned to.
      Once August came around, classes started and in that point in my life I realized I needed something stable, someone I could depend on without worrying if they'd betray me, or use my information to destroy me. One day in Psychology class my teacher spoke of someone who had their basic needs, but still felt as if though something was off. That was exactly how I felt at that moment. So that's what I decided to do.
      As time went on life happened. God forced my to step out of the boat, and trust him for literally everything. Now i'm to such a point where I've literally fallen in love with God. I saw how no one can be there for you to depend on, but God is our help, and this realization totally changed my life. I began t seriously call him for everything. Feeling his presence will make you never want to leave again. This is the most warmest gentle man I've ever known. This blog was made to specifically express my love for him, and to show his love for me in the blessings & changes I receive. Feel free to subscribe to my Youtube Channel, Urban Renae.
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